kallamigbella

Seriöst. Låten Stepping stone med Duffy handlar om mig. Om jag kunde skriva musik så skulle det varit den låten jag hade skrivit. Allt stämmer in förvånandsvärt bra. Det känns nästan som ett skämt.

"I rememeber way back way back when
I said I never wanna see your face again
Cause you were loving yes you were loving somebody else
And I knew oh yes I knew I couldnt control myself
And now they bring you back into my life again
And so I put on a face just like your friends
But I think you know oh yes you know what's going on
Cause the feelings in me oh yes in me are burning strong

But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

You used call me up from time to time
And it would be so hard for me not to cross the line
The words of love lay on my lips just like a curse
And I knew oh yes I knew they'd only make it worse
And now you have the nerve to play along
Just like the mistro beats in your song
You get your kicks you get your kicks from playing me
And the less you give the more I want so foolishly

But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own... "

Önskar bara att jag kunde vara så stark. Att jag kunde stå upp själv. Att jag kunde sluta bry mig. Att det inte kändes som en kniv i hjärtat så fort jag tänker på det. Att jag inte ser allt som i en dimma. Att jag inte riktigt minns. Att jag bara kunde vända och gå.

Jag vill bara försvinna nu.